A great turn in my life..."Marriage"...... awaiting....dont know where this turn takes my life....a new world, with all new seasons and shades and colors.
Friends are asking me for my opinions on what qualities I like or expect from a good life partner... :)
So many questions arising ...Before expecting something i was thinking what can I give to my Life partner.Just LOVE him?Then here raises my questions: what is LOVE? Love is a load of noble thoughts as I listened.Is it whatever we feel whenever we are around a particular person?
When can we know that he is perfect match for me?When does I know he is truly loving me? when his looks penetrates deep into my heart....? When I feel like i cant stay without him? or If I feel if he stays in my life, then my life looks meaningfull and has completeness...?
Even when I run away from his deep hypnotizing look...I just can't resist...I just feel so weak... and can't fight back... or don't want to fight back... Every bit of my desire for him...desire just to be there along with him...and to look at him...look at him...look at him.... is this LOVE?
Is he my soul mate who becomes my weakness and he only becomes my strengths? Or when I feel that i can spend whole life happily just by haivng him beside me? Or if I feel that by having him beside, I feel very strong enough to achieve every thing I want from my life. I think there must be something in his heart that makes me, want to lose myself .
Sometimes i think, forget about someone else creeping into my life and let none rule my heart.
Shall I let it be just a turn or am I going to make it "the" turn, that's the question on my mind right now...My life is in my hands...and i'm putting my hands on the gear...but I wonder which speed to give it? a 1 ? a 2? a 3? a 4? or a 5?...
The arrows of my emotions hitting my heart.....its sweet suffering, and its a wonderful bliss ... ;)
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